Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Cooperating with God...

The last 12 days have been like a whirlwind! Luke headed off to his first day at his new job on Monday! So excited to hear about it & see what doors have been opened or will be opened! I prayed with him before he left… he would never show any anxiety, but I know it has to be a little strange to start something totally new! Although he spent many years working at local co-ops… over 25 years at Pigeon Co-op & 7 ½ at Falmouth Co-op. He has had good preparation for this! Manager of Acres Co-op in Scottville… not sure what this job entails, but I know that the people that work there are going to be blessed by a great, loving man with a greater servant’s heart! I know I may be a little partial… but it is true! Almost anyone that knows Luke would say the same. I just love that guy!
Three years ago when he got his previous job, it was a dream job that came at the perfect time. I always had a feeling that a job like that would not last, but I had peace about it, so even though I was shocked when Luke came home & told me he was let go… I was shocked, but not too surprised. Not sure if that makes any sense??? A couple months back, Luke was going to a meeting with his boss, & I had the feeling at that time he was being let go… not for any particular reason, just a feeling. When Luke came home that day from his meeting, I questioned him if everything was ok, if he was doing good, if his boss had any criticism for him… Luke answered “No. Why?” I said that there was no reason, just checking… I let that thought pass. At that time I examined my heart & asked myself, what would I do if Luke came home with that news? I prayed & said to God… whatever is to come Lord, I know that You’ve got it! I never told Luke about this until after he was released from his job. I do believe that was a test for me… I know God was preparing my heart! Even though I know I didn’t pass with flying colors… I did pass!
“My brothers and sisters, be very happy (count it all joy) when you are tested in different ways. You know that such testing of you faith produces endurance. Endure until your testing is over. Then you will be mature and complete, and you won’t need anything.” ~ James 1:2-4
The next part that comes for me in my test is my adjustment to change… once again! It has been so nice having Luke work from home! We enjoy spending the majority of our time together… working shoulder to shoulder… this should be interesting to see how it all unfolds. We started the B&B to do it together! And God is blessing it so much! I know that will continue, but I have to be willing to change!
“My thoughts are not your thoughts, and My ways are not your ways,” declares the Lord. ~ Isaiah 55:8
Our comfort is not what God is ultimately concerned about… Really?... Really! It’s about growing our character! I like to be comfortable though! ;) I’ll let you in on a little tidbit of information… a few weeks ago Luke had been told about the job as manager at the farmers' co-op in Scottville. He came home & told me. It was nice to know others thought enough of him for him to be on the shortlist of a job offer… I did tell Luke that it was nice, but that he was fine where he was at… I think my words were, “no need to rock the boat.” I also said, that God will let us know when the time is right to move on to another job. Funny!? I was being selfish at the time… I’ll admit it! I didn’t want him taking a job that would change anything about the way our life was. I didn’t want things to change! Like that verse says… I had my own thoughts & they weren’t God’s thoughts at all! 
I know I am just rattling on & if you are still reading, you are probably thinking, “Well, what’s the point?” ;) I guess there are a couple points… I love God so much! He is so faithful! What I have experienced in my relationship with the Lord is just hard to even fathom! Yes, He did provide a new job for Luke in a quick manner, but even if He hadn’t… I hope I would be still singing His praises! It is not what He does… it always has to be just about Who He is! For weeks Holy Spirit has been speaking to my heart about keeping my eyes on what I do have in my life & stop paying any attention to what I don’t have… it comes right down to a heart of thankfulness. Life can be so hard… the ups & downs… dealing with the day to day struggles… DON’T LOSE HEART! Trust God! Don’t ever give up! Be open to whatever God’s way is… don’t put Him in a box! Kick the lid off that box & push the sides out! I’m trying! I’m learning! I’m a work in progress! So thankful the Lord never gives up on me… and He never gives up on you either!
“I’m convinced that God, who began this good work in you, will carry it through to completion on the day of Christ Jesus.” ~ Philippians 1:6

Friday, August 21, 2015

Sweet, Sweet Moments...

I have an update to share with you from my last blog post, but first...

I had the privilege of making an anniversary card for a 75th wedding anniversary! How often does that happen in a life time? So I had to share a picture of it:
The Inn is full again this weekend! We will have 8 for breakfast in the morning! We are loving all the different people we are meeting! Summer has been very good for us!

"And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Now to our God and Father be glory forever and ever. Amen" Philippians 4:19-20

Now the update... the loss of Luke's job last week was a huge surprise for us, but we know it was not a surprise to God! Looking back at how the Lord has been so faithful in every need (not usually the way we thought it would be)... brought us to praying hard & trusting Him more. Well, I am blown away & surprised once again... long story short... Luke was offered a great job this morning & they want him to start on Monday! We are seeing so many ways God has been orchestrating for Luke to get this new position! God sees the whole picture... just trust Him when all you see is a pixel of that same picture!

Sunday, August 16, 2015

No Fear in Life...

Wow! It has been some summer! Here are a few highlights... Our first official summer season of having Shining Light Inn B&B open! We have met so many incredible people from Switzerland, Rhode Island, Missouri, Maryland, New Jersey, Kansas, Nebraska, Tennessee, Ohio, Indiana, Ontario, & Michigan, so far ... busy, busy, busy... enjoying it so much... who would've thought I could find joy in cleaning toilets & doing laundry! I turned 50 in July with my hubby giving me a wonderful surprise party. Luke & I celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary August 11th... we are trying to make it a 30 day celebration which will culminate with a few days on Mackinac Island in September. I have now been married for half my life!
Now in the midst of all these good things, there always has to be a challenge of some sort... I don’t even know where to start with what is going through my mind & heart right now… Luke was let go from his job on Friday! If there is any good part of being dismissed from a job, it has to be that it was nothing that Luke did… it was a corporate decision from higher up, just tightening their belts. In ways it still seems like a nightmare when I think about it, but at the same time… there is this crazy peace that is flooding over my soul! I know I cannot let my mind (imagination) override my heart! I also know that this incredible crazy ride we call our life for the last 10 years is all in God’s plan!
I love the book of Isaiah! I have found lots of good things in this Book… the more I have dug into it… the greater peace & strength I’ve found. Isaiah 41: 10 came to my mind as I wrote this, so I got my Bible, yes my “real” Bible & not just online… I have made so many notes throughout these pages. It reads, “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.”  Those words wash over me with such peace! The note I have written next to this verse is, “He promises!” I can remember I wrote that note next to that verse when we were in the process of moving to Ludington. I believe this verse came to my mind today as a reminder of what I have experienced of God’s faithfulness. God has brought us through so much in our 25 year marriage & His Word reminds me that He will not stop doing what He says He will do.
I’m not sure where this whole job change is leading for Luke, for us. Just when we are getting the B&B off the ground this happens… some would see it as a rug pulled out from under us. It was a shock… it is a shock! And I know Luke is not the first person in the world to lose a job… I am not trying to dramatize it! But here is what I do know… we are living a dream with running Shining Light Inn B&B, something God has placed in our hearts! God made this happen when we couldn’t even imagine how it would or could be possible… and we know He has His hand all over the door that will be opened… at just the right time for Luke’s new job!

So many things in our life that for us have no explanation except God! From the outside looking in, it might look different to you, but from the inside looking out… we know it is ALL Him! Isaiah 41:18-20 says ~ “I will make rivers flow on bare hilltops. I will make springs flow through valleys. I will turn deserts into lakes. I will turn dry land into springs. I will plant cedar, acacia, myrtle, and wild olive trees in the desert. I will place cedar, fir, and cypress trees together in the wilderness. People will see and know. Together they will consider and understand that the Lord’s power has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it.”  I pray that whatever the next step is, whatever is to come, people will see it & know… it can only be God!

Prayers are appreciated! Thank-you!